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Friday, December 31, 2010

bye2

bye 2010..
mlm ni mlm terakhir dlm taon 2010..
2011 akn mnyusul..
2010??
bnyk kngan utk me..
pahit mnis cmua ade..
n ni post yg t'akhir utk taon ni..
pg2 nti me akn berangkat..
pegi mne??
nti me bgtau..
wat mse ni biar rhsie..
hati t'lampau berat nk tngglkn sgale kngan 2..
p me kne kuat..
ni utk mse dpn me..
me akn serahkn cmua pd qada n qadar Allah..
me really hope the kekuatan will come n me can 4get bout him..
really3 hope..
bye kenangan..

dia bkn utk ku..

..Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu, padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi (pula) kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu; Allah mengetahui, sedang kamu tidak mengetahui. (Surah. Al Baqarah:216)

Allah lebih mngetahui sgalenye..
n me akn serah cmuanya pd Allah..
blik dari sana nti,me harap xkn ade lagi kisah duka..
me harap cgt 2 akn t'jd..
n buat 'insan itu' me harap dia akn bhgia..
beratnya rse nk tngglkn cmua kenangan kat sane..
beratnya rse nk lupekn 2 cmua..
beratnye rse..
p ni azam bru me..
yg b'lalu akn tetap b'lalu..
yg t'jdik akn tetap t'jdik..
andai mse dpt d undurkn..
me akn bleq pd ktika me tdk mngenali 'insan itu'..
cbb peritnye rse nk lupekn 'insan itu'
buat 'insan itu'..
brubah la..
hrgaila..
bhgiakn la DIA..
LOVE U..

Thursday, December 30, 2010

MALAYSIA!!!!

malaysia bole!!!!!
hehehe..
mlm ni malaysia vs indonesia..
hope3 malaysia mng..
kompem mng lorh..
hehehe..
cnfident 2 kne ade..
GO MALAYSIA!!!!!
lot of love..
MALAYSIA...

Monday, December 27, 2010

gud things will happen..


starting from now..
me kne la pkir yg hepi2 jew kn..
cbb lau pkir yg hepi2..
gud things will happen..
hehehe..
hope cgt2 smething yg make me hepi je yg jdik pasni..
xmo cdey2 dh..
pnt nk cdey2 ni..
come on ika..
u can do it..
xsabo nk tggu ujong taon ni..
ag bpe ari je kn..
nk bwk diri..
3days without hp..
n me akn make sure..
bile me aleq nti..
me akn buang cmua kisah2 cdey..
me akn tngglkn kat sane..
mne me nk gi??
somewhere..
tggu ea..
nti me post2 ag..
wait for me tau..
=)

Sunday, December 26, 2010

still xbrubah

when die bole brubah??
me pon xtau..
still same..
mat ROMEO..
hahaha..
hope cgt that changes..
change wif more better style n shape..
ape mslh die sbnrnye??
still same..
me plik tau..
from yesterday until now..
me rse cam dh xde feeling kat die ag..
plik kn..
bgosla lau cam 2...
hope prasaan ni kekal cmpi bile2..
prasaan 2 ilang bkn cbb me ade p'gnti..
p dunno y..
p'gnti mmg xde..
lau me update status luv2 kt fb 2..
mknenye me tuju utk diri me sndri..
kne cnta diri kite sndri..
sbelum kite harap owg laen cnta pd kite..
am i rite??
opkosla btol kn..
huhhuhuhu
prasaan ni bole brubah2 kn..
ari 2 ckp bole lpekn die..
p last2 post kat blog ngis2..
n 2day no feeling at all..
tomorrow???
i dunno..hehehehe..
k la blog..
me nk chow2 dlu la..
bosan btol lau mse cuti2 cmni..
papai u..
<3

Saturday, December 25, 2010

duet ku abes lagi

mouse pad,mouse n usb ports..

hehe..chumil x usb ports 2??
chumil kn..bole tukr2 lmpu tau..
chumil cgt2..
me bru beli td mse me shppng cowg2..
bosan cgt2 ddk uma arini..
so,me kua la..
me beli beg,suar mcm2..
p total brg yg me beli arini dlm rm200 jew..
xmcm ari 2..
huhu..
my bag...

actually bag ni kaler coklat..
p bile me ameq picca ni, die jdik cam kaler itam..
xkisah la kaler pape pon..
yg pnting kompem klaka lau me pkai..
cbb me dh lme banget xpkai beg blakang..
hehehe..
sronok kn bile dpt abeskn duet..
sronok giler2..
haha..
<3 that light so muchiiiiiiiiii..

ske cgt lmpu2 2..
best je bile tgok..
cam jakun..
hahahahahahahaahahahahahahaahaha..
hepi bile dpt tgok brg2 yg wat duet me abes..
ske cgt nk abes kn duet ni..
cam hobi la..
hahaha..
k la blog..
skian sje ye..
nti me post2 ag..
actually me ade bnde nk bgtau..
p nti la me post ea..
hehehe..
papai yunk..

Monday, December 20, 2010

hadiah ku utk ku n ati ku utk mu..haha

2day abes kn duet..hehee
beli smething utk diri sndri..
nk tau x me bli ape..
jeng3..
guess watch vs nokia E71
dh b'taon me nk bli jam yg 'mahal'..hehe
lastly dpt gak..
very satisfied..
me pnye senyum cmpikn mlot dh nk t'koyak..
bribu me abes arini..
ka-ching3..$$$$$$$$$
dasyat sgguh b'blnjew...
skali skale xpe kn..hehe
picca mse kat kdai tpon
me dh lme admirer kat tpon ni..
mse my uncle pkai,me pnye air liur cam nk leleh jew..
but now..
this hp is belong 2 me..
luv diz part so muchi..
let me 'GUESS'..
xtau la npe..
thousand watch in diz world..
y eak me choose diz brand??
mybe cbb sound exclusive kot..
heeeee...
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...
xksah la ape pon..
da most imprtnt thing me very3 satisfied today..
1 month present 4 me..
haha..
bg hadiah kat diri sndri..
even still ingt kat boy yg ade dlm post kat bwh ni..
p arini tetap epy..
k la my blog..
ari len me gedix2 ag ok..
opssssss..
lupe lak..
HANTU KAK LIMAH BALIK RUMAH..
me tgok td..
weeeeeeeeee...
t'baeq...
k la yunk..
papai...
<3 

Sunday, December 19, 2010

wan


wan..npe airmata ni xpenah kering??npe airmata ni nk mnitis jew??npe??wan..cmpinye ati wan wat ika cmni..19december2010..arini genap sbulan kite clash..p npe mlm ni ika rse sket cgt??wan..cmpi bile ika nk jdik cmni??cmpi bile ika nk tnggung seksa ni??ika merayu kat wan tlongla pulangkn bleq smgt ika,cnta ika,hati ika,prasaan ika,kegembiraan ika,kekuatan ika..pulangknlah wan..ika dh xsggup lagi..knpe wan kejam??knape wan tngglkn ika??knpe wan mungkir jnji wan??knpe wan??!!!wan dh jnji ngan ika,wan xkn tngglkn ika wlu ape pon yg jdik..p npe wan tngglkn ika??ika xtau nk citer kat cpew ag..diowg cmua dh rse bosan nk nsihat ika agknye..cbb ika tetap xbole lupekn wan..ika dh cube wan..p tetap same..ika xbole lupe wan..sketnye ika rse..wan kejam..ape salah ika pd wan??ape dosa ika pd wan??

wan..bile ika bleq uma,ingtn ika pd wan mkin kuat..stiap sudut ika nmpk wan..stiap tmpt ika nmpk wan..n ape je yg ika wat,ika akn ingt kat wan..ika dh lme xmkn pelam..cbb ika cdey cgt bile tgok pelam..bnde yg ika nk cgt wan blikn..p ika xdpt..wan xsempat blikn pon..cdeynye ika rse bile tgok pelam..bnyi cam remeh..p 2 la yg ika rse..cdey yg mlampau..klu la wan tau cmne prasaan ika skrg ni..ika nk mcg wan..ika nk tpon wan..ika wndu cgt kat wan..wndu cgt2..p xbole..cbb ika xnk kcu kbhgiaan wan ngan DIA..ika nk wan bhgia..

wan..hargailah ape yg ade kat dpn mate..jgn seksa prasaan owg lagi..cbb ika xnk wan dpt balasan..ika xnk wan t'seksa..ika xnk wan merana..wan..hati mama xsekeras mne..p wan xusaha..wan tkot..wan xnk cube..wan kcewakn ika..ika harap cgt wan pjok mama..p wan xwat pon..klu la pluang 2 ade wan..klula keajaiban 2 ade..ika la owg yg pling bhgia..p ika tau 2 cmua mustahil..ika slalu b'harap wan akn sedar yg ika sbnrnye tggu wan..p ika tau 2 mustahil..cbb ika ykin wan bhgia dgn DIA..

wan..t'seksanye idop ika bile wan xde..wan pnah ckp,cmne la idop ika klu wan xde..ni la idop ika wan..ngis3..ika puas b'lakon dpn org laen..ika puas b'lakon yg ika gmbira..ika tpu diri sndri yg ika dh lupe pd wan..ika cbe yakin kn diri ika yg ika sbnrnye ok..ika post kat blog n fb..ika ckp ika ok..p hakikatnye tuhan je yg tau..ika bole tpu cmua owg..p ika xbole trus menerus tpu diri sndri..diri ika,hati ika,jiwa ika dpt rse cmua..xmgkin ika dpt tpu diri ika sndri..ika cbe trime tp hati ika tolak..cmpi ble ika nk jdik cmni??ika nk gmbirakan mama..p bile ika nk rse kbhgiaan ika??

wan..npe ika xbole nk trime owg laen dlm idop ika??ika tolak diowg mentah2 cbb ika xbole lupekn wan..ika tkot lau ika trime diowg,tbe2 wan dtg bleq..ika tkot..ika nk wan..ika wndu wan..ika cntakn wan..owg laen slalu ckp yg diowg phm prasaan ika..pdhl diowg xpaham..diowg xpaham rintihan ati ika..cmua xpaham n xkn penah paham..npe dugaan ni jdik pd ika??knpe airmata ika ni xnk benti??

wan..spnjg ika tulis post ni,airmata ika xbenti pon..airmata wndu..wndunye ika kat wan..sketnye ika rse tnggung ni cmua..kskitan ni lbih dasyat dr yg dlu..cume beza nye kali ni lau ika cube nk lupekn wan,ika akn mkn..mkn xpdulikkn ape owg nk ckp..p cmpi bile ika nk lalui ni cmua..cmpi bile ika nk tpu diri ika sndri??wan..ika mrayu cgt2..tlong pulgkn cinta 2..cinta yg ika dh bg pd wan..cnta yg wan sia2kn dlu..pulgkn la..ika mrayu..ika mrayu pd wan..jgnla seksa ika lg..ika nk bhgia..ika xnk derita..bile la cmua ni nk b'akhir??

wan..klu la wan dpt rse ape yg ika rse..klu la wan dpt dgr rintihan ika..klu la wan dpt bce ape yg ika tulis..p 2 cmua mustahil..ni bkn lakonan ataupon novel yg mne kbnyakkn kesudahannye bhgia..p ni realiti..lau dlm novel,tbe2 si lelaki t'bce luahan hati si perempuan..p ni xmgkin b'laku..mustahil n xkn penah b'laku..

wan..ika cume nk wan sdar sbelum t'lmbt..jgnla men2 kn prasaan prempuan..hrgaila ape yg ade dpn mata..jgn biakn ape yg wan ade t'lpas..wan..klu la pluang 2 msih ade..klu la mama bce rintihan ika..p 2 mustahil..cbb mama xkn penah dpt tau isi ati ika..wan..ika nk mnx maap cbb delete wan dari fb..ika wat cam 2 cbb xnk kcu wan..ika nk wan bhgia ngan DIA..ika nk wan hrgai DIA..ika xnk wan sia2kn idop DIA..

wan..mmg xde jdoh antara kite..BERPISAH JUA..cpew sangka lagu 2 ibarat doa kn..ika slalu ingt lagu BERTAKHTA DIHATI..wan ingt x mse ika nyanyi lagu 2 utk wan mse genap 9 bulan..ika xbole lupe cmpi skrg..mse 2 ika dpt rse yg wan btol2 cyg kat ika..p cpew sangka kn..ati wan bole di bahagi2..ika btol2 ingt wan dh brubah..p wan xbrubah pon..wan tetap same..wan bg ika harapan..harapan palsu..npe wan??ika btol2 m'harap pd jnji wan..mama btol2 dh dpt trime wan mse 2..p wan wat lagi..npe??

wan..klu la pluang 2 ade..kn sronok..wan..ape yg wan ngah wat skrg ni??ika akn doakn kbhgiaan wan..kslmtn wan..ksihatan wan..kesejahteraan wan..insyallah..
wan...knpe ika msih cygkn wan..cntakn wan...wndukn wan..wlupon ika tau wan dh tpu ika??dasyatnye prasaan ni kn..wan ingt x,ika nk mati kat pngkuan wan..p 2 mustahilkn..wan dh tngglkn ika..wan mmg bkn milik ika..wan milik owg laen..p npe ika msih m'harap??wan..xde kata yg bole ika gmbarkn prasaan cyg ika pd wan..ati ika mmg pd wan..tlongla pulgkn..ika merayu..ika penat wan..ika pnt cgt..ika xsekuat 2 taon dlu..ika xsetabah 2 taon dlu..ika xsekental 2 taon dlu..ika rapuh skrg..ika lemah skrg..hntiknlah pnyiksaan ika..ika mohon pd wan..kalau wan nk prgi,wan prgila..p pulgkn cnta 2..pulgkn ati 2..pulgkn cmua..plsssss

pegila airmate..

Friday, December 10, 2010

hurt..

one pic can tell thousand words..

dh cbe..
getting better but today is more terok than yesterday..
y eak??
try my best..not my best..
but try my the best..
but still same..
olways ingt die..
olways want 2 sebut2 nme die..
olways want 2 tgok2 picca die..
n the most terok is,olways ingt all the things about die..
plsssss....
go away...i beg u..
so hurt but y still love him..
cannot 4get even ckit pon bout him..
sayu cgt2 rse ati ni..
really need some keajaiban..
pls go away...
plssssssssssssss

Saturday, December 4, 2010

getting more better now

now more better than my 1st day..
even still xlupe die 100% but no more rse cdey2..
wat mse ni la..p sayu ckit2 2 ade r..hehe..gedix..
life more better n hope get more better n more n more n more..
hihihi..
but if pluang 2 ade,i'll not miss it..hahahaha..
so mengong rite now..
actually now pyot ngah mragam..
sebu coz mam pdas bnyk cgt..hehe
skrg ni ngah b'usaha nk ltak lagu kat blog ni..
p xtau nk ltak lagu ape ag..
bkn ape ni utk hiburan sndri gak..hehe..
k la blog..
done 4 2day..
nti me update lagi ea ngan story mory yg hot but actually not..
hahahahahahahahahaha
luv u..
<3

Thursday, December 2, 2010

new sem!!!

mengong..mse ni kat uma xtau nk wtpe..hehehe

yeahhhhh!!akhirnye aleq uma sewa jlnkn rutin cam biase..
hurmmm...1st day dftar everything done smoothly but me,eqa n wana pegi cpt..
pdhl dftar kul 10..hehe..
kul 8 lbey dh cmpi..smgt btol..hope smgt 2 kekal cmpi last sem ni..haha..
4 da 1st day duet dh kuar bnyk..RM150..fuhhh..btol2 boros..hehe..mama im sorry..
sem 6??last sem??hmm..really hope this is last sem..xmo ade sem 7..selisih malaikat 44..haha..
moge2 going smooth until last sem..that all 4 2day..nti me update lagi k..
tayunk u my blog..
mmuuaaahhhhhhh..

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