bye2

bye 2010..

mlm ni mlm terakhir dlm taon 2010..

2011 akn mnyusul..

2010??

bnyk kngan utk me..

pahit mnis cmua ade..

n ni post yg t'akhir utk taon ni..

pg2 nti me akn berangkat..

pegi mne??

nti me bgtau..

wat mse ni biar rhsie..

hati t'lampau berat nk tngglkn sgale kngan 2..

p me kne kuat..

ni utk mse dpn me..

me akn serahkn cmua pd qada n qadar Allah..

me really hope the kekuatan will come n me can 4get bout him..

really3 hope..

bye kenangan..

dia bkn utk ku..

..Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu, padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi (pula) kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu; Allah mengetahui, sedang kamu tidak mengetahui. (Surah. Al Baqarah:216)

Allah lebih mngetahui sgalenye..

n me akn serah cmuanya pd Allah..

blik dari sana nti,me harap xkn ade lagi kisah duka..

me harap cgt 2 akn t'jd..

n buat 'insan itu' me harap dia akn bhgia..

beratnya rse nk tngglkn cmua kenangan kat sane..

beratnya rse nk lupekn 2 cmua..

beratnye rse..

p ni azam bru me..

yg b'lalu akn tetap b'lalu..

yg t'jdik akn tetap t'jdik..

andai mse dpt d undurkn..

me akn bleq pd ktika me tdk mngenali 'insan itu'..

cbb peritnye rse nk lupekn 'insan itu'

buat 'insan itu'..

brubah la..

hrgaila..

bhgiakn la DIA..

LOVE U..

MALAYSIA!!!!

malaysia bole!!!!!

hehehe..

mlm ni malaysia vs indonesia..

hope3 malaysia mng..

kompem mng lorh..

hehehe..

cnfident 2 kne ade..

GO MALAYSIA!!!!!

lot of love..

MALAYSIA...

gud things will happen..

starting from now..

me kne la pkir yg hepi2 jew kn..

cbb lau pkir yg hepi2..

gud things will happen..

hehehe..

hope cgt2 smething yg make me hepi je yg jdik pasni..

xmo cdey2 dh..

pnt nk cdey2 ni..

come on ika..

u can do it..

xsabo nk tggu ujong taon ni..

ag bpe ari je kn..

nk bwk diri..

3days without hp..

n me akn make sure..

bile me aleq nti..

me akn buang cmua kisah2 cdey..

me akn tngglkn kat sane..

mne me nk gi??

somewhere..

tggu ea..

nti me post2 ag..

wait for me tau..

=)

still xbrubah

when die bole brubah??

me pon xtau..

still same..

mat ROMEO..

hahaha..

hope cgt that changes..

change wif more better style n shape..

ape mslh die sbnrnye??

still same..

me plik tau..

from yesterday until now..

me rse cam dh xde feeling kat die ag..

plik kn..

bgosla lau cam 2...

hope prasaan ni kekal cmpi bile2..

prasaan 2 ilang bkn cbb me ade p'gnti..

p dunno y..

p'gnti mmg xde..

lau me update status luv2 kt fb 2..

mknenye me tuju utk diri me sndri..

kne cnta diri kite sndri..

sbelum kite harap owg laen cnta pd kite..

am i rite??

opkosla btol kn..

huhhuhuhu

prasaan ni bole brubah2 kn..

ari 2 ckp bole lpekn die..

p last2 post kat blog ngis2..

n 2day no feeling at all..

tomorrow???

i dunno..hehehehe..

k la blog..

me nk chow2 dlu la..

bosan btol lau mse cuti2 cmni..

papai u..

<3

duet ku abes lagi

mouse pad,mouse n usb ports..

hehe..chumil x usb ports 2??

chumil kn..bole tukr2 lmpu tau..

chumil cgt2..

me bru beli td mse me shppng cowg2..

bosan cgt2 ddk uma arini..

so,me kua la..

me beli beg,suar mcm2..

p total brg yg me beli arini dlm rm200 jew..

xmcm ari 2..

huhu..

my bag...

actually bag ni kaler coklat..

p bile me ameq picca ni, die jdik cam kaler itam..

xkisah la kaler pape pon..

yg pnting kompem klaka lau me pkai..

cbb me dh lme banget xpkai beg blakang..

hehehe..

sronok kn bile dpt abeskn duet..

sronok giler2..

haha..

<3 that light so muchiiiiiiiiii..

ske cgt lmpu2 2..

best je bile tgok..

cam jakun..

hahahahahahahaahahahahahahaahaha..

hepi bile dpt tgok brg2 yg wat duet me abes..

ske cgt nk abes kn duet ni..

cam hobi la..

hahaha..

k la blog..

skian sje ye..

nti me post2 ag..

actually me ade bnde nk bgtau..

p nti la me post ea..

hehehe..

papai yunk..

hadiah ku utk ku n ati ku utk mu..haha

2day abes kn duet..hehee

beli smething utk diri sndri..

nk tau x me bli ape..

jeng3..

guess watch vs nokia E71

dh b'taon me nk bli jam yg 'mahal'..hehe

lastly dpt gak..

very satisfied..

me pnye senyum cmpikn mlot dh nk t'koyak..

bribu me abes arini..

ka-ching3..$$$$$$$$$

dasyat sgguh b'blnjew...

skali skale xpe kn..hehe

picca mse kat kdai tpon

me dh lme admirer kat tpon ni..

mse my uncle pkai,me pnye air liur cam nk leleh jew..

but now..

this hp is belong 2 me..

luv diz part so muchi..

let me 'GUESS'..

xtau la npe..

thousand watch in diz world..

y eak me choose diz brand??

mybe cbb sound exclusive kot..

heeeee...

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...

xksah la ape pon..

da most imprtnt thing me very3 satisfied today..

1 month present 4 me..

haha..

bg hadiah kat diri sndri..

even still ingt kat boy yg ade dlm post kat bwh ni..

p arini tetap epy..

k la my blog..

ari len me gedix2 ag ok..

opssssss..

lupe lak..

HANTU KAK LIMAH BALIK RUMAH..

me tgok td..

weeeeeeeeee...

t'baeq...

k la yunk..

papai...

<3 

wan

wan..npe airmata ni xpenah kering??npe airmata ni nk mnitis jew??npe??wan..cmpinye ati wan wat ika cmni..19december2010..arini genap sbulan kite clash..p npe mlm ni ika rse sket cgt??wan..cmpi bile ika nk jdik cmni??cmpi bile ika nk tnggung seksa ni??ika merayu kat wan tlongla pulangkn bleq smgt ika,cnta ika,hati ika,prasaan ika,kegembiraan ika,kekuatan ika..pulangknlah wan..ika dh xsggup lagi..knpe wan kejam??knape wan tngglkn ika??knpe wan mungkir jnji wan??knpe wan??!!!wan dh jnji ngan ika,wan xkn tngglkn ika wlu ape pon yg jdik..p npe wan tngglkn ika??ika xtau nk citer kat cpew ag..diowg cmua dh rse bosan nk nsihat ika agknye..cbb ika tetap xbole lupekn wan..ika dh cube wan..p tetap same..ika xbole lupe wan..sketnye ika rse..wan kejam..ape salah ika pd wan??ape dosa ika pd wan??

wan..bile ika bleq uma,ingtn ika pd wan mkin kuat..stiap sudut ika nmpk wan..stiap tmpt ika nmpk wan..n ape je yg ika wat,ika akn ingt kat wan..ika dh lme xmkn pelam..cbb ika cdey cgt bile tgok pelam..bnde yg ika nk cgt wan blikn..p ika xdpt..wan xsempat blikn pon..cdeynye ika rse bile tgok pelam..bnyi cam remeh..p 2 la yg ika rse..cdey yg mlampau..klu la wan tau cmne prasaan ika skrg ni..ika nk mcg wan..ika nk tpon wan..ika wndu cgt kat wan..wndu cgt2..p xbole..cbb ika xnk kcu kbhgiaan wan ngan DIA..ika nk wan bhgia..

wan..hargailah ape yg ade kat dpn mate..jgn seksa prasaan owg lagi..cbb ika xnk wan dpt balasan..ika xnk wan t'seksa..ika xnk wan merana..wan..hati mama xsekeras mne..p wan xusaha..wan tkot..wan xnk cube..wan kcewakn ika..ika harap cgt wan pjok mama..p wan xwat pon..klu la pluang 2 ade wan..klula keajaiban 2 ade..ika la owg yg pling bhgia..p ika tau 2 cmua mustahil..ika slalu b'harap wan akn sedar yg ika sbnrnye tggu wan..p ika tau 2 mustahil..cbb ika ykin wan bhgia dgn DIA..

wan..t'seksanye idop ika bile wan xde..wan pnah ckp,cmne la idop ika klu wan xde..ni la idop ika wan..ngis3..ika puas b'lakon dpn org laen..ika puas b'lakon yg ika gmbira..ika tpu diri sndri yg ika dh lupe pd wan..ika cbe yakin kn diri ika yg ika sbnrnye ok..ika post kat blog n fb..ika ckp ika ok..p hakikatnye tuhan je yg tau..ika bole tpu cmua owg..p ika xbole trus menerus tpu diri sndri..diri ika,hati ika,jiwa ika dpt rse cmua..xmgkin ika dpt tpu diri ika sndri..ika cbe trime tp hati ika tolak..cmpi ble ika nk jdik cmni??ika nk gmbirakan mama..p bile ika nk rse kbhgiaan ika??

wan..npe ika xbole nk trime owg laen dlm idop ika??ika tolak diowg mentah2 cbb ika xbole lupekn wan..ika tkot lau ika trime diowg,tbe2 wan dtg bleq..ika tkot..ika nk wan..ika wndu wan..ika cntakn wan..owg laen slalu ckp yg diowg phm prasaan ika..pdhl diowg xpaham..diowg xpaham rintihan ati ika..cmua xpaham n xkn penah paham..npe dugaan ni jdik pd ika??knpe airmata ika ni xnk benti??

wan..spnjg ika tulis post ni,airmata ika xbenti pon..airmata wndu..wndunye ika kat wan..sketnye ika rse tnggung ni cmua..kskitan ni lbih dasyat dr yg dlu..cume beza nye kali ni lau ika cube nk lupekn wan,ika akn mkn..mkn xpdulikkn ape owg nk ckp..p cmpi bile ika nk lalui ni cmua..cmpi bile ika nk tpu diri ika sndri??wan..ika mrayu cgt2..tlong pulgkn cinta 2..cinta yg ika dh bg pd wan..cnta yg wan sia2kn dlu..pulgkn la..ika mrayu..ika mrayu pd wan..jgnla seksa ika lg..ika nk bhgia..ika xnk derita..bile la cmua ni nk b'akhir??

wan..klu la wan dpt rse ape yg ika rse..klu la wan dpt dgr rintihan ika..klu la wan dpt bce ape yg ika tulis..p 2 cmua mustahil..ni bkn lakonan ataupon novel yg mne kbnyakkn kesudahannye bhgia..p ni realiti..lau dlm novel,tbe2 si lelaki t'bce luahan hati si perempuan..p ni xmgkin b'laku..mustahil n xkn penah b'laku..

wan..ika cume nk wan sdar sbelum t'lmbt..jgnla men2 kn prasaan prempuan..hrgaila ape yg ade dpn mata..jgn biakn ape yg wan ade t'lpas..wan..klu la pluang 2 msih ade..klu la mama bce rintihan ika..p 2 mustahil..cbb mama xkn penah dpt tau isi ati ika..wan..ika nk mnx maap cbb delete wan dari fb..ika wat cam 2 cbb xnk kcu wan..ika nk wan bhgia ngan DIA..ika nk wan hrgai DIA..ika xnk wan sia2kn idop DIA..

wan..mmg xde jdoh antara kite..BERPISAH JUA..cpew sangka lagu 2 ibarat doa kn..ika slalu ingt lagu BERTAKHTA DIHATI..wan ingt x mse ika nyanyi lagu 2 utk wan mse genap 9 bulan..ika xbole lupe cmpi skrg..mse 2 ika dpt rse yg wan btol2 cyg kat ika..p cpew sangka kn..ati wan bole di bahagi2..ika btol2 ingt wan dh brubah..p wan xbrubah pon..wan tetap same..wan bg ika harapan..harapan palsu..npe wan??ika btol2 m'harap pd jnji wan..mama btol2 dh dpt trime wan mse 2..p wan wat lagi..npe??

wan..klu la pluang 2 ade..kn sronok..wan..ape yg wan ngah wat skrg ni??ika akn doakn kbhgiaan wan..kslmtn wan..ksihatan wan..kesejahteraan wan..insyallah..

wan...knpe ika msih cygkn wan..cntakn wan...wndukn wan..wlupon ika tau wan dh tpu ika??dasyatnye prasaan ni kn..wan ingt x,ika nk mati kat pngkuan wan..p 2 mustahilkn..wan dh tngglkn ika..wan mmg bkn milik ika..wan milik owg laen..p npe ika msih m'harap??wan..xde kata yg bole ika gmbarkn prasaan cyg ika pd wan..ati ika mmg pd wan..tlongla pulgkn..ika merayu..ika penat wan..ika pnt cgt..ika xsekuat 2 taon dlu..ika xsetabah 2 taon dlu..ika xsekental 2 taon dlu..ika rapuh skrg..ika lemah skrg..hntiknlah pnyiksaan ika..ika mohon pd wan..kalau wan nk prgi,wan prgila..p pulgkn cnta 2..pulgkn ati 2..pulgkn cmua..plsssss

pegila airmate..

hurt..

one pic can tell thousand words..

dh cbe..

getting better but today is more terok than yesterday..

y eak??

try my best..not my best..

but try my the best..

but still same..

olways ingt die..

olways want 2 sebut2 nme die..

olways want 2 tgok2 picca die..

n the most terok is,olways ingt all the things about die..

plsssss....

go away...i beg u..

so hurt but y still love him..

cannot 4get even ckit pon bout him..

sayu cgt2 rse ati ni..

really need some keajaiban..

pls go away...

plssssssssssssss

getting more better now

now more better than my 1st day..

even still xlupe die 100% but no more rse cdey2..

wat mse ni la..p sayu ckit2 2 ade r..hehe..gedix..

life more better n hope get more better n more n more n more..

hihihi..

but if pluang 2 ade,i'll not miss it..hahahaha..

so mengong rite now..

actually now pyot ngah mragam..

sebu coz mam pdas bnyk cgt..hehe

skrg ni ngah b'usaha nk ltak lagu kat blog ni..

p xtau nk ltak lagu ape ag..

bkn ape ni utk hiburan sndri gak..hehe..

k la blog..

done 4 2day..

nti me update lagi ea ngan story mory yg hot but actually not..

hahahahahahahahahaha

luv u..

<3

new sem!!!

mengong..mse ni kat uma xtau nk wtpe..hehehe

yeahhhhh!!akhirnye aleq uma sewa jlnkn rutin cam biase..

hurmmm...1st day dftar everything done smoothly but me,eqa n wana pegi cpt..

pdhl dftar kul 10..hehe..

kul 8 lbey dh cmpi..smgt btol..hope smgt 2 kekal cmpi last sem ni..haha..

4 da 1st day duet dh kuar bnyk..RM150..fuhhh..btol2 boros..hehe..mama im sorry..

sem 6??last sem??hmm..really hope this is last sem..xmo ade sem 7..selisih malaikat 44..haha..

moge2 going smooth until last sem..that all 4 2day..nti me update lagi k..

tayunk u my blog..

mmuuaaahhhhhhh..

diam xdiam

diam xdiam dh dkt sminggu me pgg status single..n dlm mse sminggu ni,me wat mcm2 utk lpekn dia..so hard but mama is da best supporter..4 da beginning hard 4 me 2 handle prasaan ni..but now getting better..tgok dpn n jgn pndg2 blakang ag..people like 2 say that word but 4 me,kne tgok blakang spaya kite ingt kslahan kite n xkn ulang ag kslhn yg same..9 months 1 week n 5 days..2 bkn mse yg skjp sbnrnye..lau baby dlm pyot mama die,dh t'kuar pon..hehe..n dlm mse sminggu,xmgkin dpt lupekn bnde yg slame 2..p i'll try my best 2 facing diz..TOUGH that is what i wanna be..i'll pray 4 ur happiness mohamad shaiful azwan..me harap dia pon doakn kbhgiaan me..same2 kite doakn kbaikan msing2..amin..

result dh kuar..cpai target nk lulus cmua..even pointer xtggi p 2 dh memadai..lau nk ikotkn usaha yg me wat,ptutnye me xlulus pon..p mybe allah still nk bg me pluang..bpe bnyk pluang yg me pnah bg pd dia,bnyk ag pluang yg allah dh bg pd me..b'syukur cgt2..mama pon memahami..hope sem dpn ni,me akn sdar n tros b'usaha..

pg ni t'jdik 1 pristiwa yg pd me klaka..hehe..me pnyela rjin bsoh bju cmpikn banga pnye 'purse' me t'bsoh..haha..lunyai purse 2..duet banga cmua b'trabur..tgok nti banga bgon tito msti me kne mara ckit hehe..npe me ckp kne mara ckit??cbb banga 2 pnyabor..xkn mara me trok2..kompem..hehe..mse bfast ngan mama pg td sempat citer2 psl prangai ank mama..mama ckp yg pling pnyabor banga..pas 2 banga xpenah mrungut lau mama swoh gi kdai..hehe..banga bnyk ngalah ngan me..kdg2 me yg mnyakat banga..hehe..cian banga..abes 2 nk wat cmne,me xde adq..lau me ade adq,msti me nyakat adq..p me xde adq..so,t'pkse la me kcu abg me sndri kn..haha...nsib banga la dpt adq yg kuat nyakat mcm me ni..keh3..

duet banga..hehehehehehehehehe

haaaa..yg kat ats 2 duet banga yg me kne jemur pg td..hehe..b'joget2 duet 2 dlm mesin tau..syiling pon ade..p syiling xpyh jemur..lau syiling pon me nk jemur,jwbnye mmg xptut..hehehe..k la yunk..me cam mantok la..mklum la pg td kul 4 pg dh bgon..me ingt nk tito kjap..nite2..hehehehehehehehehehehehe

no more pcik..

no more pcik..t'siksa bile pcik xde..cbb smgt me cmua pd pcik..smlm me jmpe pcik 4 da last time..xsggup me tgok muke pcik lme2..cdey cgt2..pcik pon ngis..me xphm la..lau pcik cyg me,npe pcik wat me cmni??pcik xtau ke yg me cyg pcik cgt2..pcik nk aleq ngan me..lau ade pluang mmg me nk aleq ngan pcik..p mama dh xbg..me xtau cmne nk pjok mama ag..lau pcik btol2 nk me aleq,pcik kne pjok mama cmpi mama trime..mmg sush nk lupe pcik..sush cgt2..

k la blog..nti me update ag tau..

papai..

what3??

what?hehe nothing lorh..juz donno nk ltak title ape utk post kali ni..ape yg wat me rse nk mnaip mlm ni??hurmmmm..ntah r..tbe2 rse nk mnari2kn jari jemari kat keyboard ni..today is rye aji..bile me nk dpt gi haji??hehe..xtau..duet pon xde ag cmne nk gi kn..huhu..

7thNov2010..

me kuar ngan p.cik,banga n also k.ana..we all gi McD,karok then boling..mlm2 diowg anta me aleq uma sewa..epy yg amat..coz ari 2 me n pcik genap 9 bulan..9 bulan??a lot of things happen in 9 month..pahit n manis..p mse diowg anta me bleq,uma gelap je..cam xde owg..then me call sara then sara kata die balik uma die..xde rse curiga mse 2..hehe..then call wana..wana said die ade dkat uma sdare..p die ckp dh nk aleq uma sewa..then me turun kete n bwk brg2 msok..diowg xnk aleq ag cbb nk teman me..me swoh aleq p diowg xnk..sokey,me xpkse..hehe..tup2 me men mcg ngan wana..rupe2nye,diowg smbunyi kat bilik bwh..eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..geram btol..sggup smbnyi 2..b'gelap,pns,nyamuk..ckup pakej nk mnyiksa..ngek btol..nyusah2kn diri..hehe..sengal..hihi..

hari2 brikutnya b'lalu mcm biase..exam??bile ingt aleq mmg seram sjuk..me rse pointer jtuh..hihi..xkesah la lau pointer jtuh..me nk lulus je..sem ni btol2 m'cbr..hurm..diam xdiam sem 5 dh abes..bulan 12 ni msok sem bru..mse me ngah kms2 uma ngan mama smlm,me ckp la kjap je mse b'lalu..me t'ingt ag cmne me ngan mama bwk brg me naeq bas poli..haha..klaka btol ngan baldi,beg2 bju,ksut n so much things..hehe..n now??now kjap ag dh abes poli..mse mmg cpt je b'lalu..really miss moment mse mule2 msok tadika..haha..wat prsembahan rama2..me wif my kazen yg jdik rama2..that day me so epy..zmn knk2 yg menyenangkn..bile dpt rse mse mcm 2 ag agknye..cikgu che wah miss u teacher..luv at kinder garden..haha..until now i still cant 4get about moment at kl..mse 2  lwatan tadika..hihi..kcik2 dh m'gtl..mama so sori bout that..sjeje nk try2..hahaha..lau owg tnye about my 1st love..actually at kinder garden..so sweet..haha..tup2 bile dh bsor,me pnye bro ngan akk exbf me mse tadika..klaka kn..bile ingt mse kcik2 mmg sronok..xde mslh jiwe pon..really miss that moment la..

mak pcik sket..me hope mak ok..me nk cgt pegi tgok..p xmnis lak..fmily pcik xtau pon psl me..me cume bole doakn je..pcik skrg ni pon kat kmpg..p mse me tulis post ni mak dh kuar hsptl..subuh nti pcik aleq jb tros gi kje..cian pcik msti mantok..

k r blog..got 2 go..papai...

:)

papai pcik

kn pcik dh jnji xkn wat me ag..p npe pcik wat gak??me btol2 ingt pcik dh berubah...totally change..but mlm td cmua t'bukti kn..pcik ckp pcik men2 jew ngan dia..pcik xseyes cam ngan me..cmpi bile pcik nk men2kn prasaan owg??pcik..jge dia baeq2 tau..me dh pnt la pcik..pnt cgt2..pcik mmg xmgkin brubah..bnyk cgt pluang yg me dh bg..p pcik sia2kn..mse me xde..pcik jge diri tau..jgn lupe mam ubat lau sket..papai pcik..luv u 4eva..

bufday vs tears

epy bufday 2 me..epy bufday 2 me..epy bufday 2 me..epy bufday 2 meeeeeeeee..huhu..nyanyi lagu utk diri sendiri..prasaan sempena bufday ni??hurmmmmm..bitter..haha..firstly nk say tq 2 pcik 4 da wishes n also 4 da tears..me xkn lupe cmpi bile2..me tau pcik sket,dmm..p xkn bile me swoh pcik tito,pcik cam mara..then pcik said xmara..xmara??nada pon dh laen..hmmmm..yes..1st tears at 20..dislike..bile me post kat wall fb psl ucapan yg pnuh dramatik..cmua ingt me ske..but da truth is crying like hell...eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..DISLIKE!!..y eak pcik??me olways ask y..admit mmg me kuat tacing..but pls,4 my bufday make me feel epy..but y me msti ngis??y make me drop my tears eak??me pnye airmata ni mmg cheap cgt kn..tqsm r pcik..me akn ingt bnde ni..2/11/2010..really appreciate 4 da 1st wishes..n also really appreciate 4 da tears..u r so perfect kapel r pcik..admit me mmg m'bosankn..me olways wanna say luv u,miss u n bla bla bla..really boringkn pcik..ok..starting from today..no more luv u miss u n wat so eva..fullstop..bak kata pepatah sara,dont make me hang..pcikkkkkkk..me luv u so much tau..y pcik?????really need u rite now..me tau pcik dmm p xkn xbole jge prasaan me ckit pon..tc tau pcik..make sure mam ubat..baeq2 gi hspital 2...me xnk kcu pcik cmpi pcik btol2 sihat..bkn me xrisau..p me xnk kcu pcik nk rehat..agpon me xnk wat pcik bosan..lau pcik bosan,t pcik bnci me..bile dh bnci, t pcik tngglkn mcm dlu2..me xnk kne tnggl..its ok..me mgalah..luv u pcik..cume bole ckp kat cni..lau ckp dpn pcik t pcik bosan..dats all blog..papai..

tears pls go awayyyyyyyyyyy..

:'(

long time..

long time me not writing2 kn..hehe..bz lorh..a lot of asgmnt n alot of xtvt..me have done do da last asgmnt 4 diz sem..fuhhhhh..lega giler..p not so lega bcoz next week is final exam..so, me think diz is da last post until last final 11/11/10..but not so sure..hehe..ok..now me wanna share about sumthing that happen in diz month..

1/10/10..

me fight2 wif pcik..hehe..big fighting..4 da 1st time me mnaikkn volume suara pd pcik..cowi pcik..jhtnye me ni kn..hurmmm..me dh mnx maaf kt pcik..cpew salah??same2 salah..pcik tggi sore ckit jew..me yg ngade2 tacing lbih..huhu..

10/10/10..

pristiwa b'darah..hehehe..ape yg b'darah??moon come lorh..mood not so ok..n pcik spoil me pnye mood..very tacing tau..n mlm 2 me wat kje glew..tup3 me dh cmpi uda..haha..mmg giler..p xjmpe pcik pon..juz stay dpn uma pcik n tgok uma pcik..nk wat lpas wndu..that nite me gi senibong,then gi danga..karaoke..n than UDA..kul 4a.m bru aleq..dh nk clash..p xbole coz we luv each other so much..pcik mmg wat me jdik giler tau..eeeeeeeee..

16/10/10..

go to jusco n buy t-shirt 4 pcik..white shirt n me really like that..n that nite pcik jnji nk jmpe me n nk blnje me mam burger k.ana..n me pon xmam cbb smgt nk mam burger..ikot plan nk bg bju 2 mse kat uma k.ana cbb me swoh k.ana bwk bleq bju 2..but me tggu3 pcik xdtg..cmpi dh nk dkt pkul 12am bru pcik cmpi..2 pon cbb me already cry3..so tacing that day..cdey btol..dh r pyot lapo..pcik lak wat me..nsib baeq pcik pjok..hehe

17/10/10..

cmpi uma k.ana..pcik tnye me nk burger ape..but me ckp 'xmo r dh knyg' hehe..jual mhl..p mmg btol..tggu pcik cmpi me dh knyg mam angin..hihi..p pcik order gak..chicken burger..nsib baeq pcik tau me ske chicken burger..hehe..pas 2 pcik kne kn me tau..die mnx double chicken..eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..jht3..last2 me share ngan pcik..hehe..k.ana sket ati bile me cuap pcik..hihihi..

then,bile pcik cam leka me msok uma k.ana then ameq bju 2..me bg kat pcik..pcik ckp xsuprise cbb bg awal2..abes 2 nk wat cmne..me dh xaleq ag cmpi abes final..t'pkse bg awal2..then me swoh pcik try..hensem r pcik..me like3..mkin tayunk kat pcik..pas k.ana close stall..we'll gi snooker..teman banga n pcik men snooker..pcik klh cbb kne saiko..haha..pdn mke..p mkin lme mkin tayunk kat pcik 2..

20/10/10..

bufday pcik...20102010..santek kn bufday pcik taon ni..xkn jmpe ag no ni..no santek n me hope pcik ingt bufday pcik yg taon ni cmpi bile2..coz 1st time me dpt sambut bufday pcik..n da number is so beautiful..huhu..like3..mlm 2 pcik ingt nk dtg uma sewa me..p xdpt cbb ade kje..xpe r..cian pcik..yg pnting me nk pcik tau yg me btol2 tayunk pcik..

22/10/10..

jusco again..but meet zurin..coz zurin nk bg cake 4 pcik..n 4 me also..tqsm zurin..cake zurin tip top..cdap cgt..after jusco..direct 2 escatec..kntin pcik..me mskkn pcik asam pedas ikan merah..hehe..pcik ckp asam pedas me xbole klhkn asam pedas diowg ag..ish pcik ni..mmg r xbole klhkn..me ni bkn terror msk pon..xreti msk pon pcik..2 pon ntah ape nsib jdik asam pedas..lau jdik kari cmne??haha..xpe3..me blaja ag..cmpi pcik ckp cdap..tggu je r..ciap pcik nti..hihi

28/10/10..

pcik dmm terok..me call pcik then pcik ngis..me yg cdey..pcik ckp mmg xlarat..nk ckp pon xlarat..ciannye pcik..me mcm nk gi jmpe pcik je..p pcik ckp xpyh..pcik jge diri tau..me tayunk pcik cgt2..pcik xmo lupe mam ubt tau..me xnk pcik atit..me xbole jge pcik cbb me jaoh..me cume bole doakn pcik jew..pcikkkk me wndu cgt2 kat pcik..me xsaba nk jmpe pcik..bile r paper ni nk abes..me hope cgt pcik xpape..bufday sara..

sara kene tpung siang td..pdn muke..hehe

29/10/10..

hampir 1 jam msok 29/10/10..me msih setia d cni..dpn lappy..sambil menaip post utk blog..mlm ni mcm sayu cgt..ntah r..mybe cbb pcik sket..my housemate stia di dpn paper final last sem..me??ntah bile nk stdy..SITI NOR SHAFIKA!!!come on..stdy r..wake up babe..final ag 3 ari jew..xkn nk meleweh ag..hurmmmm..ari 2 me pnye mood nk stdy dh ade..mood 2 ilang bile me kne reDO video..very da ptong me pnye mood..huhu..(dh mmg pmls p xmo ngaku)

k r blog..

that all 4 diz month(mybe)

see u in others month..

hope so..

papai..

=)

cdeynye..

slh ea lau nk mnje2?dh r siang2 p.cik bz..mlm2 pon xde mse utk me..pas 2 tengking2 me..mara2 me..xtahan r..mlm ni ngis ag..ntah utk kali yg ke brape..bnci seh..xske kne mara..lau ckp baeq2 mmg xbole ea??cdeynye rse..cam HAMBA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

today was a fairytale..

fairytale??hurmmm..skrg ni kat fb cmua sbuk share video wedding nur nadia..cpew nadia 2??nadia 2 ank gadis kpd pengasas empayar perniagaan NAZA group..seriously,mmg best wedding die..sronok jew tgok..p owg ckp,xsalah lau kite nk angan2 cam 2 asalkn ade usaha kn..me pon dh t'berangan cam 2 gak..hehehehe..ikot kemampuan lorh...huhu..

admit!!kne tnggl ag..2day p.cik aleq kg cbb mlm ni ade open house kat uma beliau..kompem p.cik lupe me bile dh cmpi kg..jadual kompem pack,p.cik xmo noty2 tau..me olways miss u tau p.cik..pdhl smlm dah jmpe p.cik..mule2 me cam majok gak coz p.cik cam xjdik dtg jew..p tbe2 me dpt mcg 'Bkk pntu'..heeeeee..means p.cik dh ade kat dpn pntu uma me..hehehehe..tayunk p.cik so much..hope p.cik slmt cmpi n slmt aleq cni smule..p.cikkkkkkkkk make sure cmpi cni tau..me tggu p.cik..

bf my fwenz ade gf len..y??dunno lorh..p cian my fwenz..me tgok cam die cam tough..p xtau r lau dlm ati die cmne..die xcite kat me pon..p me dpt tau bile me tgok kat fb..gugurl bf die 2 tag kat bf die..eeeeeeeeeeeee..so annoying r..cian my fwenz tau..sket ati ni..wait n see je r cmpi bile diowg 2 bole b'tahan..kn3..eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

asgmnt??uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..diz week so tired lorh...nk pgsan me rse..hehehe..me wndukan zmn2 tadika tau..sronok je mse zmn 2..xpyh pkir2 pape..no problemo at all..eeeeeeeeeeeee..k r blog..me chow dlu ea..papai blog..luv u mmuuaaaahhhh

roda

npe roda?cbb roda b'putar..kjap kat ats n kjap kat bwh..cam 2 gak ngan khidupan..me also lalui roda khidupn..sumtimes ok sumtimes not..now me bole ckp yg me epy with p.cik..me luv p.cik so much..hope me n p.cik kekal till the end of our life..

2day after klas kitchen me wif housemate karok..hehehehe..dh lme xlps gian..we'll ameq 3jam..pnt gak karok..then ameq video..bile tgok aleq video 2,msing2 cam xbtol..epy btol..xingt psl asgmnt n stdy pon..haha..me t'lupe lak yg me ni stdnt..JGN MARA MAMA..2morrow klas pg..hurmmmmmm..so lazy u knoe..y3 kne gi klas pg??dislike..eeeeeeeeeee..tito lmbt then bgon nk kne cpt..

actually me xtau nk post pe kat blog arini..p me rse cam nk menaip then nk biarkn jari jemari ni meluahkn prasaan..mklum r luahan aty mlalui jari kn..heeeeeeee..

hurmmmmmmmmmmm...NAK JERIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...hahaha..me dh naeq mengong ni...pnt ari2 ngadap bnde yg same..buhsan..eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...

k r blog..dh xtau pe yg nk di carutkn..hehehe

trust~

trust??hmmm..me bg p.cik pluang ag..sound stupidooooo..p xpe..mengalah xb'mkne kite klh..n silent xb'mkne kite xtau..p.cik!!!ni LAST tau..after diz,no more...epy??opkos r me epy..p kn p.cik ngan gugurl 2 dh fightng2 r..me xmo wat diowg fightng2..jht ke me ni??kdg2 me rse mmg me ni jht..rmai gugurl yg p.cik tngglkn utk me..jht ke me ni??p 2 bkn slh me..p.cik yg lyn gugurl2 2..pas 2 bile dh kantoi,p.cik kne r tngglkn diowg lau p.cik nk me ag..p selfishkn me ni..jht btol..p.cikkkkk..jgn r wat ag..me xsggup nk wat gugurl len ag tau..cdey tau..cian mereka..

smlm me jln2 ngan fwenz2..kota tggi then jb...lot of food..stiap uma ade mknn..naeq pnt kunyah..hahaha..sronok b'konvoi..pecah pyot mlyn gelagat mereka..haha..meera n fara wat lawak je..cowg slh owg n cowg ag,naeq ats pejln kaki..heeee..sronok btol smlm..zaid pon mlawak mse kat highway..hihihihi..tayunk korang cmua..korang besh cgt2..

k r blog..ckup utk arini..tatatititutu..

miss u

wndu p.cik..kami not really fightng..p p.cik ade new gugurl..npe p.cik wat me cmni??cmpi ati p.cik..p.cik nk pluang..p me dh pnat bg p.cik pluang..p bile me pkir2 me mcm nk bg pluang ag..p its 2 late..me n p.cik already made kate ptus..me??really miss my p.cik..all the things yg p.cik bg me simpan n p.cik pon swoh me keep..n cmua yg pnah jdik,p.cik n me keep it as a secret..p.cik,me cyg p.cik cgt2..npe p.cik wat me ag??xckup ke pluang yg me bg??ape salah me??me dh do the best 4 p.cik p p.cik xpenah nk hrgai..p.cikkkkk..me wndu kat p.cik cgt2..p.cik tau kn p.cik me pnye smgt..p npe p.cik wat bnde yg same ag??same things,same mistake..cmpi ble p.cik??me pnat..p me cyg p.cik..

mama..it happen again..adq xkuat,adq nk p.cik..mama bg adq smgt tau..adq nk smgt 2..really need some spirit from mama..p.cik tpu ag..npe p.cik wat cmni??sketnye maaaaa..really tired 4 ngis2 n wut so eva..now just let it be..just follow the rentak..n i'll be make sure the tarian cannot make me fall again..TOUGH!!that is what i need rite now..go gurl..u can do..mama gurl can do anything rite..mama gurl must tough n not make mama shame..

no more tears pls..so tired 2 cry2  n sad2 then mroyan..haha..i really miss him rite now..but i knoe,he not me pnye anymore..me kne r accept..yeeeeeaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

u can do r..u can..empty your mind rite now..just 4get bout it..njoy your raye..u have a lot of frenz behind u..go n get your frenz..u can idop without bopren la..hehe..am i rite??

gogogogogogogo!!!!!

tata blog..

:)

3rd raye..

arini 3rd raye..p.cik otw nk aleq jb..p p.cik gi kngkar dlu..wndu p.cik..p smething happen just now..nk tau pe??tgguuuuuu...hehe..ciap p.cik..p.cik cmpi je..nk tnye..hehehe..

1st raye..

pg2 rye dh ngis cbb p.cik..AIRMATA SYAWAL..then pg rye..nothing to do..just gi uma atok..then konvoi gi uma tok cu n puang ima..konvoi siot..hehehe..

2nd rayer..

only psir mas,kota tggi..jemmmmmmmmm..pity 2 banga..kaki sket cbb tekan clutch....hahaha..pdn mke..me??rht cbb naeq kete ngan achik..pndi x??so clever lorh..then mlm gi aleq uma sewa jap ameq bju kitchen n ksut..aleq uma,mak ila n makngah dtg uma..riuh kjap uma 2..mama mgata me..nsib baeq ngate dpn2..p me ckp me xterase pon..it means yg mama ckp2 2 bkn psl me r kn..hahaha...

3rd reyer..

fuhhhhh...arini bnyk kje..pnt...npe me pnat??kje ape me wat??hehehe..on9,mamam,bg duet rye kat dak2 yg collect..tgok tv..ddk uma..mlepak dlm blik..men tpon..update blog..haaaa..kn bnyk kje 2..hahaha..arini bosannye...ecok mama dh kje..eeeeee..kjap je mama cuti tau..aq cuti lme..p xde xtvt pon..hurmmmmmmm

k r blog kuwh..me away dlu..ati dh stat sayu...

:(

camat ary rye..

jumaat ni rye..p.cik aleq kg mlm ni..nk tngglkn kite..kite msti wndu kat die..die ckp sblom aleq nk jmpe kite..kite ngah tggu die r ni..wndu3..arini kite sket..muntah2 n bery2..dunno y..tbe2 je..pas kite tlong mama kmas uma,kite t'tito pas 2 bgon2 tito jew..tros mntah2..n bery2..bnyk kali tau cmpikn dh xde pape yg nk d kuarkn..p still nk kuarkn gak..so sickkkkkkk..wndu p.cik..kite nk mnx bnde 2 kat die..p die xbg cbb die kate cik wan ade..ala,cik wan mmg r ade..cik ted pon..p xsame ngan yg kite nk 2..p.cik kdekut r..bknnye pkai duet..uwaaaaaaaa...p.cikkkkkk..wndu r kat p.cik..wndu cgt2..p.cik wndu kite x??p.cik lau aleq kg,msti xingt kite cbb dh jmpe klik2 p.cik..kn3..uwaaaaaa..lau lpe kite,ciap p.cik..kite tumbok2 pyot p.cik yg muncit 2..eeee..kompem kite wndu ngan tiak p.cik yg mucuk 2..p.cikkkkkk..nk itot aleq kg..nk rye same2..ane ntah p.cik ni..pasni,lau kite wndu p.cik,kite kne ckp2 ngan cik ted n cik wan je r..cian mereka..msti wndu kat p.cik gak kn..p.cikkkk..ane kite pnye pelam?p.cik jnji nk blikn smlm..p smlm mse p.cik dtg,xde pon p.cik bwk..p.cik bwk rokok ngan kuih bangkit ade r..bile kite mnx rkok ckit p.cik bkn bg pon..p.cik mmg dekut r..cmua kite mnx p.cik xbg..nsib baeq tiak p.cik bg..hehehehe..p.cikkkk luv u..miss u...tayunk p.cik...mmmuuuuaaaahhhh..hihihihi

saya gedix!!huahuahua

p.cikkkk..mama ckp kuih bangkit 2 cdap..hehe..kite kembang tau ble mama ckp cdap..cbb kuih 2 mak p.cik yg wat kn..hehehe..mmg cdap r p.cik..1 bekas 2 mak jual bpe??taon dpn bole bli..hihi..

k r blog..kite chow dlu ye..tata bloggggg..

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WNDU!!

dasyat kn..

hehe

k r my dear blog..

aq nk stdy ckit r sbelum tito ni..

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papai yunk..

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no more tears plss..

i beg u..

papai dear..

=(

miss u so bad lorh..

y miss?

haha..

aq wndu die r wei..

dh 2 ari b'tahan..

hehe..

mmg wndu giler..

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aq tau die sbnrnye rimas ngan aq..

so..

nk xnk aq kne r b'tahan..

kn3..

p yg pnting aq msih xngis cmpi arini..

believe it or not?

believe it..

aq bngge dgn pncapaian aq sndri..

hehe..

yeah2..

idop ati batu..

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

mr m..

npe ngan si m ni?

die dh ade kapel..

kapel ari isnin..

p ari slase dh clash..

aq tgok aweq die pon dh wat relationship ngan mamat len..

plik kn..

mcm2 yg jdik kat diowg ni..

aq yg naeq heran..

cian gak tgok si m ni..

mklum r..

dlu aq pnah ngan die..

even xlme..

p aq tau cmne prangai die..

xpyh ameq mse lme pon utk knal ngan sum1 2..

p mmg ameq mse yg lme utk lpekn..

aq ckp cmni bkn b'mkne aq cyg si m ni ag..

xde prasaan pon ngan si m ni..

citer lme..

yg lps bia r lps..

ptg nti,aq ade interbiu..

hmm..

mnx restu mama..

mse mama ngah kol..

my hubby pon kol gak..

WAITING

then die matikn..

p aq mcg kat die..

aq ckp td mama kol..

xtau r die caye ke x..

aq mnx die doakn aq..

p xtau r die ingt aq ke x..
bia r die rse free drpd gangguan aq wat mse ni..
die pon slalu ckp aq ni dh terok..
so..
better aq cool2 dlu..
bia r utk mse skrg ni..
bg mse kat die nk rse ketenangan..
tenang cbb aq xkcu idop die..
bg jiwa die ringan ckit..
aq tgok die pon cam xkisah jew..
agpon,aq rse aq ni pon mmg dh terok..
bile dh wndu 2..
xdpt nk kwl..
hahaha..
cmpikn sggup ajak abg aq n aweq abg aq gi pusing kat uma die..
mse ari ahd 2 r..
sbelum aleq uma sewa..
hahaha..
parah2...
nmpk bumbung pon jdik r..
terok kn..
p ape nk buat..
2 je care nk lpaskn wndu lau xbole nk jmpe..
hmmm..
mmg btol2 wndu..

going crazy..
coz miss u so much..
so hurt..
heeeeee..

k r my beloved blog..
i'm going 2 sleep..
papai..
die aq
mr m
life

mencari diri yg ilang..

tjuk post kali ni cam geli2 jew..

eleh..slame ni pon tjuk post aq cmua geli2..

hahaha

diri cpew yg aq nk crik?

diri aq sndri..

bile die ilang?

npe nk crik aleq?

ilang?

hurmmm..

mse 2nov2008

crik aleq cbb..

nk jdik kental cam dlu..

cam dlu 2 cmne?

dlu..

aq sush nk ngis..

aq bkn dak yg kememe..

aq xpenah kisah psl prasaan cdey..

aq mmpu hadapi cmua bnde tnpe mnitiskn airmata..

aq si ati batu..

aq si ati kering..

aq si jiwa kental..

n aq skeras kerikil..

aq akn mara biler owg pggil aq chumil..

cbb aq rse ngade2..

aq yg ksr n keras..

skrg..

aq kememe..

aq akn mnagis bile ade yg sketkn ati aq..

aq t'lampau saba..

aq xtau nk mara owg..

aq t'lampau pemaaf..

n aq sng nk nangis bile ade mslh..

aq lemah..

aq xkuat..

aq si ati tisu..

n aq gak si lembik yg dungu..

mulai dr arini..

aq akn pupuk sifat lme..

aq akn jdik keras..

aq xkn mnitiskn airmata..

aq xkn kisah ngan prasaan cdey..

xde ag aq yg kememe..

xde ag aq yg ngade2..

xde ag aq yg mnje..

n xkn ade ag aq yg ske mgalah..

yg pling pnting..

aq bkn ag si pemaaf..

jgn ade yg mrungut ngan perubahan aq..

jgn ade yg nk m'kritik..

n jgn ade yg cbe nk ubah aq aleq..

aq akn cbe pggil aq yg lme aleq..

aq akn seru smgt aq yg lme..

kekasihku seru..

chewah..

poyo btol..

thanks a lot 4evrything..

i will never 4get about all the things that u have done 4 me..

tq my dear..

i will never 4get that..

i will remember memories that we face 2gether..

i knoe that is a funny moment..

but i think..

starting now..

that only can call juz a memory..

only memory..

i knoe its will be so hard..

but i will try my best..

tq my dear..

u will be olways in my mind..

in my heart..

tq my dear..

don't miss me..

coz u will be facing with the new me but wif old attitude..

k r chow..

adios!!!!

kehidupan

bile ckp psl khidupan..

mcm2 yg kite bole citer..

mcm2 yg kite xkn jangka..

n mcm2 yg berlaku kat kite..

ade yg bhgie..

ade yg kcewa..

n aq??

xtau r..

n arini aq sedar..

khidupan mmg mnyakitkn..

p aq kne telan 2 cmua..

aq kne hadapi 2 cmua..

bkn utk owg len..

p utk diri aq sndri..

walau ape pon yg b'laku..

aq kne hadapi..

walaupun pd hakikatnya aq xkuat..

p aq kne cbe utk diri aq..

bkn utk owg len..

aq xtau dh bpe kali aq mnitiskn airmata..

n arini ag skali airmata aq mnitis..

n aq xtau bile airmata ni nk benti..

ya allah..

aq cyg die..

aq mmg prlukn die dlm idop aq..

die smgt aq..

lau die xde..

aq mmg xde smgt..

MAMA!!

mcm mne adq nk ckp ngan mama??

adq mmg xbole bhgie ea??

mama jnji nk doakn kbhgiaan adq??

p npe adq jdik cmni??

mama lpe ea??

ya allah..

dugaan yg kau beri ni cgt dasyat utk aq tnggung..

kesat r airmata kau ika..

jgn biakan ia mngalir ag..

hadapi keskitan 2 ngan redha..

ksakitan yg penah ko rse sbelum ni..

hadapi dgn tabah..

jgn menangis kerna ianya dh b'akhir

senyumlah kerna ianya tlah pon b'laku..

pergilah duka..

jgn dtg pd aq..

aq wndukn keceriaan..

keceriaan yg kekal..

p aq tau 2 mustahil..

n aq kne b'usaha utk ceria..

walau pd hakikatnya..

aq b'duka..

story

story mory..

hihi..

bnyi cam kepoh kn..

haha..

the day b4 yesterday,aq fight2 with him..

who??

opkos r my hubby..

huhu..

about her..

who??

sum1 that i call gugurl..

hehe..

ade ke ptut,that gurl post kat wall fb my hubby..

tnggu dia dtg sni....

heheheh..

nk plok cium dia...

huhuhuhu

m'gigil aq mse bce post 2..

tros aq like..

then aq komen..

but gugurl ni ckp,diowg juz kwn jew..

but gugurl ni ckp,tggu stetment W..

huhu..

4 what??

ish3..

sket ati mak nok..

huhu..

wana pon tlong komen skali..

hihi..

but yesterday,aq dh baeq ngan W..

we all kua mam ngan banga n k.ana..

mam burger..

huhu..

dlm kete die jnji ngan aq nk wat relationship kat fb..

yes3..aq menang..huhu

2day die aleq kmpg..

cbb die nk ameq kete..

mse otw nk aleq 2 kn..

bas yg die naeq,tyr meletop..

huhu..

pdn mke...=)

then die kne tggu bas laen..

cian die cbb ddk sblh cina yg bau mucuk..

ciap ngadu kat aq ag tau..

hahaha..

dugaan di bulan ramadhan bile cina 2 mam burger McD..

huhu..

p alhamdulillah..

cbb die slmt cmpi kg sblm buke..

tayunk die banget..

hehe..

doakn kami cmpi akhir hayat tau..

k r baby..

i got 2 go..

papai..

mmuuaahhh..

aq n die..

banga n k.ana..

wana also..

GUGURL..

1 ramadhan

arini merupakan ari first poce..

suboh2 ari td aq dh mlalak..

npe??

cbb kuar ayt2 tacing jew..

last2 msing2 cam xde mood n mlalak..

aq still bole tawe..

but W tros ngis n ltak fon..

aq??

try kol ag then continue ngis..

npe ngan aq??

xtau..

aq rse cam nk lpaskn W jew..

cbb ex die still cyg die ag..

n aq rse,ni mmg jln t'baeq..

cbb aq rse die akn bhgie lau declare aleq ngan ex die 2..

cnte mmg prlukn pngorbanan..

pngorbanan yg cgt bsr..

lbih2 ag biler buln poce ni..

ag r bnyk dugaan..

aq nk pkir msk2 bnde ni..

aq harap sempena buln mulia ni..

aq dpt wat 1 kputusan yg tepat dlm idop aq..

lau aq nk lpaskn die..

bia r dgn pnoh rse keredhaan..

n lau die mmg jdoh aq..

aq pohon moga aq dpt lalui cmua dugaan dgn tenang..

amin..

sahur td..

aq ngan kila je yg sahur..

banga aleq lmbt..

p still mam ag r..

aq just goreng sayur kobis n telur dadar jew..

pas 2 ngan ikan goreng yg mmg mama dh msk..

aq sahur xbnyk pon..

cbb gigi still sket ag..

agpon mse tghr aq dh mam GCB..

hehe..

p lmbt giler nk abes..

mklum r..

faktor gigi..

huhu..

stat mam kat PG..

cmpi KG MLAYU bru abes..

hahaha..

pas 2 mlm mam kuey teow hong kong..

beli kat teratap..

p mam kat hospital..

teman wana n mak die..

kul 11 lbey mlm bru aleq..

W yg ameq..

then tros aleq uma..

kila just mnum horlicks je..

k r dear..

i got 2 go..

nti aq post ag tau..

luv ma blog so much..

about u n me..

about them also..

mixing

y mixing??

cbb die mix r..

haha

mengong...

smlm qayyum ptong jambul..

aq pnye bz xingt..

cmpikn nk tukar bju kurung pon xsempat..

xayu aq mlm td..

weeeee..

w jnji nk dtg mlm td..

p die xdtg cbb m.cik die pon ade wat gak..

ok fine..

aq phm..

p ape motif xnk agkat tpon??

lau xjdik dtg,ckp je r..

agkt tpon 2..

ni x..

aq tpon bnyk kali..

p xagkat lgsg..

bingit r..

eeeeeeeeeee..

ske wat aq sket ati..

smlm bufday mr A..

die ade call aq..

dpt r aq b'bual ngan die..

lme gak r die tpon aq..

pas 2 die ckp t die tpon ag..

p mse die tpon aq bleq,aq ngah bz..

so aq xsempat nk agkat..

mlm,aq try call die aleq,p xdpt..

cian die..

kcewa btol aq tgok..

btol2 m'harap aq..

die xtau aq dh kapel aleq ngan si w..

hurmmm..

muhsan kn..

kcewa..

cdey..

nk mara..

cmua ade..

sket gigi r wei..

dh sminggu lbey aq xbole kunyah mknn..

mule2 aq dmm..

pas 2 ade ulser yg cgt bnyk kat mulut aq..

skrg ni gusi lak bengkak..

berat cmpi dh turun..

p bgos gak..

haha..

sket sambil b'diet..

hahaha..

ari 2 kazen aq kwin..

sebaya aq..

n aq biler ag??

lmbt ag r..

xkwin kot..

prangai pon cam dak2 ag..

dpt bf pon prangai xbtol ag..

xkn nk kwin kn..

hurmmm...

btol2 wat aq tawar ati..

p aq wndu die r..

miss u so bad!!!

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..

k r wa chow dlu..

papai..

aq+sket gigi

W

A

kazen

qayyum